Thursday, December 30, 2010

An End of Year Thought

So you know, as we're getting ready to welcome 2011, I thought I'd give 2010 a parting thought.

My first thoughts would have to be censored.

So my second thoughts 2010, are thank goodness you're over, and please let 2011 be better. 

I mean, 2010, I'd have to say that for about 8 months I endured the most hellish time of my life ever.  I resided in my dingy room, in the crap countryside that I now vow on never returning to, lest it is to retrieve all of my belongings in the dead of the night.  I didn't speak to anyone, I didn't go anywhere, I just became a girl I did not know or like.

Plus I was broke.  All the time... broke
Whoever said money can't buy happiness, was not living in the 21st century.  Money can buy everything, except love and possibly good health, and when you don't have that much love anyway, money becomes everything. 

Anyway, I'd just like to say goodbye and good riddance.  And hope that 2011 sees some great changes and happy events.

Happy New Year everyone :D
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Sunday, December 26, 2010

Back To Japan

Back To Japan
When I was 17, I won an essay competition and won a free 10 day trip to Tokyo, Japan.  Prior to this, from the age of 14 I'd taken Begi...
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Monday, December 20, 2010

Looking for the Key

Looking for the Key
Well I've been set loose.   It's been a whirlwind of a first semester, and honestly speaking not the best on account of being strip...
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Sunday, December 12, 2010

Um

Um
yeh um wow, ok last Tuesday my laptop broke.  Gadget failure!!!   I can't believe it... I will be back with more posts soon!  Hope every...
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Thursday, December 02, 2010

Hello December

Hello December
How is it December already?! Ok, so I'm trying.  Right now it is freezing , actually freezing down here; London was never this cold I s...
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Thursday, November 18, 2010

The Lead Balloon

The Lead Balloon
  (This is me ill, yeh) Er.  Yeah. Life isn't too great right now. Obviously it's ok, it's busy, but still, nothing amazin...
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Wednesday, November 10, 2010

Repetition

Repetition
It's happening again. Life is just moving, moving out of control and suddenly I'm like 22 thinking what the hell am I even trying to...
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Friday, November 05, 2010

Hello November

Hello November
So November is my birthday month; yes I'm a Scorpio and proud. I hate my birthday.  I hate the build up, and the eventual let down. Mi...
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Sunday, October 31, 2010

The Long Road To Recovery

The Long Road To Recovery
Transition is work, and so is strategy.  But recovery, a process that can take years, couldn't happen faster for me. I have a week off u...
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Sunday, October 17, 2010

Sea of Work

Sea of Work
My blog is suffering from neglect, uni is constantly busy and unpredictable.   I'm worrying that I won't have any time to write, or ...
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Sunday, October 10, 2010

Breaking Down

Breaking Down
In the process of moving here I discovered that my laptop battery (along with my laptop) had begun to fail me.  The battery died, and withou...
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Wednesday, October 06, 2010

Hello October

Hello October
Can't believe it's October already. Been doing my best to settle into uni, but its actually taken a lot longer than I expected, I...
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Thursday, September 23, 2010

The lights are on. My eyes are open.

The lights are on.  My eyes are open.
So I've been at university for a few days now.  I have now relocated to the South, by the sea.  At first I was actually fairly scared, t...
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Friday, September 17, 2010

I Had A Feeling I Could Be Someone

I Had A Feeling I Could Be Someone
It's the 17th.  I'm leaving in a few hours.  Still not fully packed, I ache, I'm tired, and I'm going. I'm only going to...
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Wednesday, September 15, 2010

Not Ready

Not Ready
I'm not ready to go but I have to. I have a day to finish packing, my room is a complete mess, just gonna bin things and get out...I'...
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Monday, September 13, 2010

Didn't I Say...

Didn't I Say...
...That I was going to write?  Like I've never written before? Pah. I haven't written in ages, just been so busy.  Saw three new co...
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Saturday, September 11, 2010

Breaking Away

Breaking Away
Things are still moving fast.   All that's left is a bit more packing, lots of chucking old crap away; I need neither the literal or fig...
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Thursday, September 09, 2010

Down The Garden Path

Down The Garden Path
Suddenly, I know. Suddenly I know what I have to do, what I have to write, and how it can be done.  Suddenly everything is clear, the fog is...
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Monday, September 06, 2010

I Have To Go Now

I Have To Go Now
Everything's moving too fast, and at the same time too slow. I have 10 days before I leave. Am I fully packed? No.  Am I fully equipped?...
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Saturday, September 04, 2010

Only A Sprinter

Only A Sprinter
One of the things I used to love was running.  When I joined Secondary School I joined the athletics team, and I only sprinted.  I usually w...
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Friday, September 03, 2010

Hello September

Hello September
Hello September; hello upheaval. I'm no longer stressed but weary and uncertain.  I've sorted out accommodation now, finished my reg...
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Monday, August 30, 2010

The War That Tore Me

The War That Tore Me
I'm going through another war with myself, and it seems to be between the old me, and the me that manifested herself during the Year of ...
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Monday, August 30, 2010

Boxes and Doubt

Boxes and Doubt
I'm being rushed off of my feet, and I really don't like it.  I've spent a meandering summer full of resolutions and personal pr...
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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

Brick wall...my head

Brick wall...my head
It's started again. So I'm trying to rejoin society, and it just feels wrong.  I reactivated my facebook account, and it just made m...
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Monday, August 23, 2010

Uncensored

Uncensored
When I was a kid, people would either say to me, you're so polite. Or damn you're rude. It was always one or the other, and I was ...
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Saturday, August 21, 2010

Resuscitated Not Reborn

Resuscitated Not Reborn
I have freedom papers. I have the option to go back to university, and escape this humdrum town.  Am I gonna take it... Ehh. The walking con...
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Wednesday, August 18, 2010

Making Some Changes

Making Some Changes
I finally took out my keyboard.  I forgot how huge it is, it's almost the same size as me.  It has over 5 octaves, and my desk is sturdy...
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Sunday, August 15, 2010

Reflection & Nightmares

Reflection & Nightmares
Summer is over.  It's been the worst summer of my life, so it really doesn't make much of a difference to me.  Feels like I'll n...
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Friday, August 13, 2010

Adaptation + Anti-Kindness

Adaptation + Anti-Kindness
I seem to be blogging day by day now, but so what I need a hobby. Decided to write about two themes today, the first being Adaptation.  Afte...
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