Things are still moving fast.
All that's left is a bit more packing, lots of chucking old crap away; I need neither the literal or figurative baggage anymore. Still haven't given myself a real make over yet, but I think I'll pull it off midweek. No job yet.
In less than a week I'll be at university.
However I feel entirely lost, in between two worlds. I want to do so many thingggggs, and they all require money, and qualifications, and connections. I have none of these things.
And some part of me is itching to travel...East. Back to Japan. But I don't remember Japanese, I've lost contact with my host family, and I don't have that kind of money. Where on earth do I start?
I need plans, I need miracles, I need cash. I also need to go back in time.
This academic year is going to be a real test for me. I've done it all, I've excelled at school, I've flunked at school. I've made money, I've lost it. I've been a success, I've been a failure. I've fallen down, and now it's time to get up.
The test is coming out in one piece by September 2011. And achieving something: a new and better life.
I watched The Ramen Girl tonight for the second time. I miss Brittany Murphy, a fellow Scorpio Lady :( The film's amazing, watch watch watch.
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