Friday, June 22, 2012

Waiting To Wake Up

I wonder how many people are waiting for their lives to actually happen.  How many of us are waiting for reality to turn on its head, and for something momentus, and ultimately good to happen?

Sometimes I'm so angry, at being stuck.  Stuck in a limbo of paying for old mistakes.  I've almost paid off my debt.  That's the debt accrued from about 3 years of mistakes.  Turning a clean page has really cost me.  And here I am, ready to make new moves.  

I am finally in a position to live.  Maybe not amazingly.  Not how I imagined.  But as an adult.  An adult aware of the possible consequences of their choices.  No more stupid mistakes.  I'm going to do it right this time.

And this time, I'm going to win.  

I'm not sure of my plan.

But I'm ready.

Ready to wake up and do.  What I want.  

It's going to be so startling you won't recognise me.  Because for years I didn't recognise myself.  But now, you will see me. How I really see me.  

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Wednesday, June 06, 2012

Hello June

Hello June
We had an amazing wave of heat in the UK and for a while, it was beautiful. And then, back to the rain.   I've mostly just been reading ...
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Wednesday, June 06, 2012

Goodbye May

Goodbye May
LOL. Well that was good.  In my defence, I had exams.  And stress.  And all that jazz. Whatever. I don't really know what to say, what t...
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