Wednesday, July 18, 2012

Too Much

I'd be lying if I said I liked multi tasking.

This summer is already too much for me.  I have to resit half of the academic year due to getting ill in November, and I don't think I can pull it off this time.  Plus the added pressure of working full time hours at my "part time" job is really draining me.  I just work, and then come home...and work.  All of my friends have gone back home, and I don't go out anymore.  I've already been assigned my dissertation, and I can't leave it because I think I might fail the year, because if I pass the year, I would have been expected to have made a start on it already.  

If I am successful this summer, with saving money, and getting back to uni, I will still be unsuccessful, as I haven't relaxed, haven't explored or learnt anything new.  I will return to uni in September with the same (if not dwindling) level of intelligence I had the entire year.

Every day I go to work I'm aware that I should be studying and writing my novel.  I've had a new idea for a novel and I really want to get started on it.  There's a competition I want to enter in September.

But time's ticking.

It's all a bit too much.


Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Goodbye June, Hello July and Starting Over

Goodbye June, Hello July and Starting Over
Middle of July already?   I'm not really living right now, because I'm making sacrifices so that by next year my life can actually b...
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