Here we go again.
It's about that time. Deadlines everywhere. Opportunities everywhere. The likelihood of screwing everything up is here too.
This time last year I was so ill I could barely speak clearly, was constantly on antibiotics and barely attending university.
Flash forward a year and now I'm attending two universities, struggling to get a new job, and somehow become a success by September. Once again, wtf? Sometimes I don't understand how my own brain works.
When I'm coming home from my creative writing class, I am annoyed at my decision; I could really do without the added expense, the extra assignments and the time lost from travelling and attending. But sometimes when I'm enraged at my design course, I am so overjoyed that I've returned to my original passion that I don't understand what it is I'm complaining about in the first place.
Here's crazy...
I just don't know what do with myself to be honest. Sometimes I feel so ostracised (I am) that I just want to sit in a hole of misery and stew over the mess that is my life. But there isn't any time, because this is the crucial time to be doing the work, and I will just have to think about life...LATER.
Anyways it's almost March and I'm petrified because there are at least two writing competitions I want to enter, I have about four (regular) uni deadlines to complete, plus my dissertation, and another assignment for my writing course...
keep at it, keep at it, keep at it.
keep up the good work!!!!
ReplyDeleteWhile you hang in there there,
I hand in here here! ;)