Everything seems to be unravelling.
I thought I almost had it all together. I had job offers. I had almost reached the end of the academic year. The dream was in sight.
And now, nothing.
And now...unravelling.
I'm back in the UK. And I need a new job. I need to find a new apartment at the end of June. And I need to finish up everything for 'real' uni by May 16th. That's exactly 5 weeks and 3 days from now. So far, I've done nothing except write down everything I need to do on two whiteboards languishing against my radiator. My room is an utter tip, dirty clothes piled up, old papers piled up, everything's just a mess.
And tomorrow I'm having a tooth taken out and popping back to London right before a poetry assignment deadline and it's all just...unravelling.
I hope I can get things back together again. I hope I can get things working again.
Cause right now, this is just an A grade mess.