3am

It's 3am in the morning.  I can't sleep.

This is the last week I have before my resit results come out, and my student loan goes in.  All I need to do and can afford to do is keep my head down, and write, and go to my job, and sort out my circumstances slowly but surely.

I feel utterly isolated.

I feel without a friend in the world.  I have been reading more, and I plan on continuing this.

I realise now, that I have finally arrived...here.  A place I have dreaded from the beginning of time, but a place I was always destined to wind up.

Alone.  Alone, and afraid to go to sleep alone for yet another night.

Puzzles.